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Oh I am SO hijacking this blog. Can you hijack your own blog? Don't know but I'm doing it!
I love seeing how much I've changed. I love seeing how much I loved this. And so I'm here again.
I miss writing. I miss the images, photos, creating. I miss it all. I don't even care that I'm pretty sure no one ever saw, no one still will probably ever see. It's for me. And that's enough.
So here I am. How many years later? I'm a bit of a different person. In a bit of a different season. It's a hard season to be honest. I floated through life until the last few years. And I can't even blame covid. I ran from one thing to another, lots good! Some not so great, but I didn't know I was running. Now I do. And now...it sucks. Because as much as I'm grateful to know and understand. It feels like it has a hold of me. And I am so completely stuck. I have been for a while now. Well over a year. And I hate it.
No idea where I will go from here. Someplace happy hopefully.
No idea what this will be. But I am hopeful that it will bring some joy into my life like it used to.
Here's to almost being 37.
Here's to something different.
Hopefully something more.
And something better.

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